Brian, you know you and Lisa have a Lot of support here, me and the Fox included, you and Lisa are, and have been special to us, and as for me, you been there for me when I needed a friend, and all of us have been there for you two in our prayers, and other means as well, we share similar experience's ya know, we lost a daughter too, but just an hour after birth. the Fox will kill me if she knew I let that out, not something she want's to reflect on. I probably should share this with you in private message, but here it is, we got to move on brother, leave the past in the past, don't let the past keep you from experiencing a productive future, you and Lisa are young, you got a good job, a Dynamic couple, take care of business as means require, things will come together in God's plan, and just Think ... after 42 or 43 years you guy's will look as good as me and the Fox, have a pretty boat, be able to save up enough money to make a meet or two, meet people like you and Lisa, and many others, people like you and Lisa made some of that possible for us ... suck it up buddy, you know we love you two, come on down to Rathbun, you don't need a boat, you and Lisa can take mine out for a spin, and probably anyone else there will make the same offer.